In the red corner, we have...

Okay, so I'm in a bit of a dilemma. Once again I've gotten myself into something that I'm having a hard time getting out of. You know Chino, right? Yeah, well for some reason.. I just don't think I'm feeling him no more. He's not my type. Never was, I just.. I dunno. For one, I'm a playful mafucka! & he's the serious type that just can't even take a joke. No sense of humor type of person. Although I can see past that, because that may just be good for me... but I don't think I can. & he's.. I dunno.. BUT ANYWAYS!!! This guy Jeremy.. the confusing one.. ooommggg.. All it took was for me to see him. All the I hate you's went out the window. All of the fuck him's went out the window right behind 'em! & now I'm determined. I feel like my pride won't let me just, leave it at that. The aquarius in me is saying, "you have to work for what you want", "don't just give up", "show more intrest".. THIS ISN'T MY STYLE MAN! i'm not the caking type. I don't miss people. This junk is driving me bananas! But.. I think I GOT to have him. I must. There's no other way to get him off my mind. I need to get him where I want him.. get the ball in my court. *sigh...* Sorry Chino, but Jeremy fucked it all up for you. "/ ....

Omg, what did I say? Someone was going to get hurt.....

My first plan of action is to take the "charm" route..

So I send him this picture.
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& the subject says, "since I didn't get to see you today.. kisses."

no "lol". no "w| your ugly ass". straight sincerity.

i'm no Casanova but... I think I did a damn good job.

& then I texted him "hope my picture mail made you smile. <3" No "lol" once again.

LOL @ how he walked up to me though. Smile as big as the sun. I felt the love in his hug.

The journey begins...

now, what do I do about Chino?