my thoughts..

So I was already surprised that he was coming out w| another new CD because he's been M.I.A. for so long & i really thought to myself like "nothing ever stays the same, he's gonna release some weak shit & disappear of the face of the earth".. I was wrong. This CD is worth buying in every aspect. He did his thing. "Even when I'm mad" is definitely a song I can listen to over & over, and will more than likely be my new main ringer. :)


& Chinoooo.. yet another post about my new chunky friend.. So, we spent the whole day together yesterday. He called around, I'll say 4:00pm? he met Eric, and Eric got a chance to feel him out & share his opinons w| me. It sounds like he likes 'em, but knowing Eric he'll find something to hate. Uhh, lol. But yeah, I dunno if I'm looking for a reason not to like him because I'm just not ready to like someone as much as I like him yet, or if I just don't want to like him. Because all of yesterday I was looking at him, pointing out every flaw. Like he had on the same shorts he was wearing the last time I saw him. Which isn't that big of a deal because it wasn't back to back. I dunno.. "/. Maybe it's just me. When he was about to leave, in a way I was relieved because I wanted to be alone, but when he left I wish I would have asked him to stay. *sigh*.. Cuzzo always told me to give these hos some Chapter 16 (48 laws of power - use absense to increase respect & honor) but I don't think Chino can handle it. He gets offended when I don't wanna see him. I told him not to pop up at my house, he says "I just won't come at all because you act like you don't want a nigga to see you". Pfft. Just don't pop up at my shit! You feel me? Ugh dudes these days.

I can't wait 'til tomorrow though. Me & big sis planned a little shindig for Chino & her male friend Adrian (which is like my big bro totally in so many ways lmao) and we're supposed to be cooking for 'em & having a "double date" day, maybe watch a movie & whatnot. I guess I can be nice for a day. Give him a little affection. & if that doesn't work.. I'ma let him off his leash.

If I can't figure out the reasons why I like him, then he needs to move around.

God I hate being an aquarius. :|